Wrtings from a Journal

Circumstantial Consequences

crawl inside my head
and i will tell you the secrets that i know
look into my eyes before i disappear
so you could see infinity becoming unclear

i ran and hide and see myself
everything here inside is out of control
on the edge of the earth
fallen into oblivion
escaping from the night of despair

welcome to my universe
the changing sky
is falling apart
i could no longer find my voice
lost forever in this great divide

this is another place in another time
where the night is searching for a sign
looking for a new religion
voilent surge took away the friends i've known
carried down and flush away by my fear and pain
there is nothing left for me to mourn except myself

can you hear me still?
are you listening
i'm in my head, spinning
entangled under the burning sun
of circumstantail consequences.